I softly kissed Louis's cheek. "I shall go, my love." I said softly to him. "Tay is calling out to me."
It was a few weeks since that night when I had seen her, and I was missing her. What happened in those weeks, I would keep it for myself. It was between him and I. He knew I would come back to him soon. I would always come back to him.
I kissed his lips deeply, pulling him against me. "I love you." I said in a soft whisper. "I shall come back, I promise."
And, I vanished. I ran out quickly, jumping by an open window, to go directly to Tay.
I stayed hidden in the shadows, looking at her. How beautiful she was in that satin dress, how wild it was driving me! How I wanted to stretch my arm to reach out and touch her!
I stood still looking at a fountain and passing mortals that were walking by. The sun had just set about two hours ago and the moon was out. The couples were cute together and again I longed for Lestat yet again.
I began to walk towards the water fountain and took out a quarter and tossed it in. I made the wish that I wanted Lestat to be there with me then. To feel his breath up on my very neck. To send shivers down my spine.
I walked behind her without a noise and put my arms around her waist, kissed her neck softly. "I came to answer your prayers.." I whispered in a soft voice, my mouth still against the skin of her neck. Breathing against the skin of her neck.
"I missed you..."
I turned slowly in his arms and grinned up at him and said, "I am glad that you answered my prayers. I've missed you these past few weeks. I felt as if my heart was empty. But now that you're here in my arms...that feeling has disappeared. I hope things are well with you and beloved Louis. I miss him as well."
I leaned up to him and planted a kiss on his lips. Something that I truely missed as well as being in his presence. I just continued to hold him in my arms not wanting to let him go. "Je'Taime my angel." I whispered softly.
I smiled when I felt his hands roam. I even shivered as he took the last few drops that he wanted and pulled away slowly. I looked into his eyes and grinned at him. That felt wonderful my darling Lestat. If you are content with what you took then that is fine. My body is yours to take and to have in any way you wish.
I moved closer into his arms and rested my head against his chest. I could hear my blood moving through his veins and it was like music to my ears. I sighed softly and kissed his chest and just held onto him.
I smiled to her softly. "My Princess..." I whispered softly in her ear. "My beautiful and gracious princess... Drink from me. Drink my strong blood and grow stronger..."
I kissed the top of her head softly. "I'm yours. All yours..."
I smiled and nodded as I kissed his lips. I then moved to kiss behind his ear and then kissed his neck. As I kissed his neck I opened my mouth and sank my fangs into his neck. I felt the surge of his blood enter my mouth and I felt the shivers run down my spine. His blood was hot and good to me. I saw visions from his past and then visions of him and I together from when we met til now. I drank and drank until I felt like falling. I held tight to Lestat and stopped drinking from him. Lestat I feel like falling out. Is this normal love?
I moaned as she sank her fangs in my neck. Such a delightful sensation. Closing my eyes, I let myself see all the visions she saw, sending her some on purpose, wanting her to see only happy moments of us together. When she stopped drinking, I softly kissed the top of her head. "You felt like falling? I don't know, ma belle.. Probably because my blood is a lot stronger than yours. With A..." I sighed. "You know who I mean. With her blood in my veins, it makes it a lot stronger than any other, except maybe Maharet's blood."
I cried silently for a while, hands hidden in my hands, when a mortal noticed me. How she did that, I didn't know. I was sure I was well hidden, well she probably just saw a shadow. "Hey, buddy." She said as she walked closer to me carefully. "Are you okay? May I help you?"
Bad idea, I thought. I was starving. Tay had taken a lot of blood from me, and the mortal's scent was flowing around me, making me craving for her, wanting to hold her, to drink her dry, to crush her. I didn't even want to read in her mind. Who was I kidding anyway? Me, being a saint? A vampire, a blood drinker, being a saint? No, if I was something, I was a demon. I slowly looked up to the woman. Come in my arms... I told her silently, and she did exactly what I asked her. She came directly into my arms, and I wrapped them around her, as if she was precious. Food. Mortals were nothing but food. I slowly moved my head to her neck, and sank my fangs in it.
I saw what Lestat was doing and I quickly moved to him. "Lestat! No! Stop immediately please! She's an innocent." I said to him eventually pleading and begging him to stop.
I moved closer to them and I pulled the girl away speaking into her mind that she was having a bad dream because she had passed out from lack of sleep which she did. I laid her gently on the ground and took Lestat by the hand. I looked at him rather confused. "Why an innocent Lestat? This is not like you." I said rather shocked and confused.
"Who cares if she is innocent or not..." I whispered. "Food. Only food. Nothing else."
My voice was sending cold and empty, without even wanting it. I didn't mean to be cold to her. I was just unable to express or feel anything at that moment. "Mortals are just food." I whispered again. I turned away from her, unable to look into her eyes. I didn't want her to see the blood stains on my cheeks. My hand was shaking into hers.
I pulled Lestat out of the alleyway and into another where there was a rapist who had been planning on kidnapping the girl and rape and murder her. I looked at Lestat and pointed at the unknowingly victim and said, "No Lestat. That is our food. As long as evil exists we should have no reason to feed off the innocent people. I don't want an innocent's blood to stain your hands."
I was hurt by his actions, but I knew that what I was doing was right and out of love.
"I can love you after what happened tonight because I know that deep down inside of you that sweet Lestat I met weeks ago is still in there. I can forgive you of what happened tonight but I could never forgive myself if I walked out on you now." I said to him.
I looked at his legs and said, "No. You'd need only two victims to heal you."
I wiped the stray tears that fell from his face and kissed his lips softly.
I kissed her back, wrapping my arms around her, keeping her against me, hungrily. After fifteen minutes, I moved away and looked at her. "I don't know what happened..." I whispered. "I was out of my mind. I lost my mind. I'm still not completely normal, I can feel it.." I sighed and looked into her eyes. "Amour.. thank you for stopping me from feeding on that woman..."
I only held him to me and said, "I will be here no matter what Lestat. And you're welcome. I didn't want you feeling guilty when you realized what you had done."
I kissed his neck and held him and ran my hand throuhg his hair.
"I have the bad feeling if it had happened.. I wouldn't have realized anything.. at all." I sighed. "You might have saved me, love. From losing myself, and from ... dying."
I sighed and growled. Pain in my legs was aweful. "Love.. I need those victims. I can't stand that for very long."
I stood and looked down on him. I leaned in and kissed him gently and said, "I'll be right back okay. I love you."
I walked towards the door and looked back at him for a moment and then went to find my victims. I found a drug dealer and a man that brutatly assaulted his family. They followed me back to Lestat's house thinking that I was a prostitute. I let them believe that. Anything to get my baby his victims he needed.
I lead them into Lestat's room and over to him. I sat on the bed next to Lestat and then grinned at them both. I knew of their fate before they did.
I smiled softly to her and pulled her against me, kissed her softly, deeply, lovingly. I love you, my precious princess. I told her silently, running my fingers in her hair. I'm so glad that you've been here tonight... I slowly pulled away and started kissing her neck, trying to give her soft shivers.
I grinned knowing that he was smiling again. As he kissed me, I kissed him back. I love you as well my dark handsome prince. I began to shiver as he kissed my neck. It was my sensitive area and I loved it when Lestat kissed or breathed on my neck. I don't know what I would have done if I had not came back to you my love.
I gently sat on his lap and pushed him backwards onto the bed and began to shower him with kisses. Kisses only he would enjoy in my lifetime. The kisses that would only belong to him.
I closed my eyes and shivered badly as she showered me with soft kisses. Oh god, that was so good. Don't stop... I told her silently as my hands searched for her skin, craving to touch it, to simply feel it under my own skin. I knew now I was feeling more mortal, my skin was warmer than usual, and I probably even had a few colors on my cheeks. I was still feeling the warm mortal blood running through me, still healing my legs.
I continued to kiss him softly at his request not to stop. I smiled and looked down into his beautiful eyes. I slid off of him and laid next to him just enjoying the warmth that was flowing through him. "Are you feeling better sweet darling?" I asked him softly as my fingers ran gently up and down his left arm.
I was happy that he was safe and feeling better in the sense that he was almost back to who he was.
"You couldn't help that Lestat. We all go out of our minds sometimes. I was just there to keep you from going compeletely out of your mind." I said to him.
I sat up on my elbow and looked at him. "Tell me Lestat...what would you have done if I hadn't stopped you from taking that innocent girls blood? I mean I know you would feel really guilty if I'm not mistaken but what woudl have truely happened."
"I don't think I would have come back to myself.." I whispered. "I would probably truly and completely lost my mind. And the guilt, if I had come back to my mind later, would be slowly killing me. I'm almost sure I wouldn't have stopped to one."
I sighed. "When I was on that state of mind, I had the feeling nothing mattered. I felt mortals were food, and I was craving to see them being crushed in my hands. I know... not very nice." I sighed and looked into her eyes.
I looked at him and said, "So that is the reason why we only partake of the evil doer. Lestat I wouldn't have known what to do if you had done that. Tell me something else. Could you ever do the little drink from innocents without their blood staining our hands?"
I sighed and slowly looked away. "I did it quite many times..." I whispered sadly. "I must disapoint you so much right now. But yes, I did it. They never felt anything and it wasn't enough to even make them feel bad."
I sighed more.